Alot has changed since the last time i wrote on here.... i'm now 19... i have a different boyfriend... different challenges.... I'm not sure of somethings... regret is a big thing i deal with.

I've grown so much.... I can't even believe it.. when i look back on how i was a year ago, i can't even reconize myself... I'm still the caring funny girl. That'll never change... i think i just understand more, an i don't take things for granite. I understand more about life.... about friends.. an how much they mean to me. I realize now i do not have to depend on people for my happiness... i can be strong by myself....